Really - I'm not exaggerating - there's Zilch going on in my head right now.
Shoot, I think I put water on to boil for M's mac 'n cheese... I should check on that!
Okay - we're good.
There's plenty going on in my LIFE, but in my head... nada. I'm ignoring all emotional attachments right now - the end of the school year is fast approaching and because we're moving to a different school next year there's some drama to it all... but I don't want to think about it... don't want to get into the issues at all because it's SO much EASIER to just leave.
Baseball's almost over, which means no more worries about treats, consoling the kid when his team loses AGAIN, and making a b'zillion phone calls to get all the parents on the same page. The last games are this week and actually conflict with other plans... how will this work out? Don't know... but it will right - I mean, ten years from now I won't care about the conflict - so why fret now?
Summer will be here soon... I usually worry about plans, field trips, lessons, etc... until I'm blue in the face. Blue's not a good look for me, so I'm not going to stress about it this year.
Preschool graduation (one of the baseball conflicts) means that my little girl will be going to kindergarten in the fall... I'm supposed to be mourning the loss of my "baby"... but I'm not... I mean, I think I'm not... maybe I'm in denial? maybe I'm just too detached from emotions?
My parents were here last weekend. It was nice to see them - but I let the housework go and now have a LOT to do to catch up... and I'm sure that my husband would love it if I'd make a nice dinner for a change... (which we'll eat after baseball, right?) and maybe I'll get around to that, because that actually sounds like something I CAN do... because there's no "thinking" attached to the laundry, dishes, or vacuuming.
I don't like stress... it causes weight gain and zits - both of which I'm having LOTS of fun with currently. So I'm just not going to stress about things. I'll still DO things, I'm just not going to stress about them.
Like blogging - I should worry about writing a wonderful post for #200... but I won't - you'll just get what you get (and not have a fit)... if it's funny, bonus... if it's boring, deal. But don't "unfollow" me or anything - because then I'll blame the next 3 pounds on you!
See you later - I think it's time to meditate... or maybe that's the timer for the mac 'n cheese?